Amusing

When I look into your eyes,

My empty stomach filled with butterflies.

Your hair is just so fine,

Your smile is bright they shine.

With a blink of an eye,

All the memories come flooding by.

Remember how I told you it would never last?

It's just the same as what happened in the past.

It's quite funny how I can't forget everything,

Or even strange how I still don't regret anything.

Maybe it's cause we were about to fall crazy in love with each other.

I still remember how with just each word you say,

It puts sunshine in my empty skies everyday.

You whispered 'colorful' -

Which is the beauty of I love you.

This time, I'm really tired of pretending that I'm okay. 

I don't blame you for breaking my heart,

It's also me for not playing my part.

Maybe a promise is just a childhood pinky swear,

Or you just doing someone else's dare.

Behind those smiles and small-talks may end up being lies and cruel mockery.

And back then, we never knew the laughter and fake grins could end up being a denial of our tragic ending.

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Hahahaha. That's my 13 years old + masterpiece poetry for my first heartbreak. Amusing how I could rhyme and piece out a silly empty nothing into that.