I don't know

I don't know how we ended up like this.
I don't know why we began in the first place.
I don't even know you anymore.
I don't know if I want to again.
I don't know why.

What's wrong with you?
Stop being like this.
Stop leading.
Stop thinking.
Stop writing.
Stop it.

I sound like an idiot, don't you feel the same?

I don't even know what to say.